A conversation that got me rather upset and depressed…

he: how u feeling? got see doc?
me: waiting to see specialist…
he: see specialist also like that. they’ll just tell u that u got slipped disc. lol
me: i also dont know how, very frustrating…
he: that’s what happened to me. at least for me, i needed letter to downgrade in army, for your is useless. they’ll tell u to go for physio… which doesn’t help… btw and the other option is to go for an op…
but you dun really wan to op on spine… coz… there’s a chance you’ll be paralyzed
me: arghhh…
he: so basically after spending about 1k, and alot of your time, they’ll tell you the same thing i just did
me: … … …

So now how? What am I supposed to do? Hope for miracle to happen? Wait for some fairy to fall from the sky and give me some special potion? What??

I want to go out! I want to go to work!! I want to be able to walk and run like I used to!!!