… sudden thought and i’m blogging here…

Just went in to friendster to see see how some old friends are doing… and after looking through all of those i cared… i feel so so lonely…

I see photos of great friends gathering almost every holiday seasons… celebrating… having fun… than i look at mine… so sad…

I miss those days back in school… going ktv… going clubbing… going out for so much fun together… at least i still have some friends… but now… i feel that my social circle is small… very small… all those whom i thought were once close friends of mine… seem to be drifting apart… reasons??… due to work, due to r/ship, due to lack of time, due to lack of communication… due to what else??

come to think of it… i’m so so pathetic… after almost 26 years of living, there’s none whom i can call best friend…  i thought i had… but then again… not.

Am i really that bad a failure? Am i not good enough to be anyone’s best friend?

I really miss those days… where I know I still have friends… whom we can have fun together…

sobbing to bed…