I scrolled through my recent posts and realised this blog of mine is getting lesser and lesser attention from myself and very sadly, its getting even less personal than before.

There are so many life changing things happening this year but I’m not able to share them out loud here. Its sad but somethings are better left private. Even had to change my Facebook security settings to ensure things that are not to be public remains hidden.

Wish my life was simpler. But I’m living it to the fullest I’m sure!

If you’re trying to dig anything from here about my present and future life, I’m sorry you won’t be getting much of it. This will become the public domain where I share things I come across occasionally that interests me or may interests you.

Please don’t stop visiting. There’s always the giveaway and once-in-a-blue-moon surprises in here. I promise.

In another news, have you seen Rediscover Singapore? Its so cool I’m so in love with it! Many exciting things rolling out there soon! I love my crew!

Hi! I’m the blog.

Claudia the Panda is busy and has not been updating me as regularly as before. And I’m sad.

Two years ago, she would share her adventures with me the very same night; or sometimes almost instantly as the event unfolds as she live blog. When she does that, I get many hits and link love. I was loving every moment of it then. But now, I get hit and missed almost as fast as you can read “Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious”.

I sensed that many of my relatives are having the same problem too. The owner gets too busy with work or overwhelmed with the number of happenings around her, and we get ignored. When owners ignore us for too long, we die a silent and painful death.

You see, I come from a huge family of many even larger families. Our god (Google) is a very powerful one. We worship her religiously, without her shine of light on us, we will never get any hit at all. When that happens, we die. Many of my relatives died tragically and I don’t want that to happen to me. I want our god to keep shining her almighty light on me and keep me alive.

Claudia the Panda seemed to have diverted her attention to new sisters and brothers of mine which I never ever wished for! There is the one for ladies and tech, the one for rediscovering Singapore, the one where she post via email, the one for her and her man and the one where she doesn’t know what the hell she’s doing with. And I wonder what other siblings of mine are brewing in her mind! Why can’t she just focus on me alone? Aren’t I good enough for her?

I wish Claudia the Panda will keep posting content in me. Feed me with text love and help me get link love. I don’t want to die. I want to be loved like before. I want to get hit the moment she returns from an event. I want to get link love because of her lovely photos she takes of people at these great events. Ok, for this, I blame the my relative’s big brother (Facebook). Ever since he came into the world, Claudia the Panda only uploads photo to Facebook and tag people there, she no longer share it in me. My love and hits had all gone to the relative’s big brother. I’m sad.

If you are a friend of Claudia the Panda, please tell her to stop neglecting me. Tell her that she need to continue to love me and fill me up so that I can be kept alive.

Thank you very much for reading this.

Needing lots of content and love,
The Blog of Claudia the Panda

So I tweeted, on a Sunday morning, while I was still lazing in bed refusing to get my ass out of bed. But it was at that moment where the inspiration and idea came to mind.

After four years of blogging or what I call story sharing, I was feeling tiresome doing the same thing. Though there are the occasional urge to share what I did over the weekend and all, but those are shared in mini-blurbs on the other blog of mine. With the battlefield I fight daily at work, I find it even more challenging to maintain a blog like I used to.

I’ve always got thoughts and point of view which I want to voice out here, but when I finally get some time to sit and type, all these points just disappeared. Like I’d said before, I would really really love to have a gadget to record everything I have in mind and put them in written notes. That’ll be ultra cool! Till the day someone knock on my door with that power device, I could only wish.

So that Sunday morning, a thought of this monthly thinggy came to mind. It has been something which I’d wanted to do all these while, but never really set my mind to. So now that I’m going to set aside a few days each month to get this mini-project of mine going, I’m excited about the possibilities!

Before I slowly unveil this thinggy, I would like you to make a guess. What do you think this ReFresh! of mine will be? ReFresh! may not be the name I’ll be using, just a generic noun to call this monthly thinggy. (ReFresh! sounds better than the monthly thinggy right? The latter sounds like… “Aiyah… my monthly thinggy is here!”)

Go ahead, make a guess…

By the way, the above mini poll is created with the Seashellapp, which is created by one of my inspirational people on earth, Jon. I’ve been using his other creation, Peashootapp for almost a year, and I’m loving it still! Go give these cute and useful apps a look see?

Now back to my drawing board for this monthly thinggy/ ReFresh! I’m masterminding… *coughs*

Tough road ahead.

Someone once told me that one can never be too busy to blog. But when mind is overly clouded by the millions and one things, its tough to set time and mind aside to find the right tone to blog.

Claudia the Panda is taking a breather.
Working on something (hopefully) great.

One thing I love about keeping a blog is being able to look back at what I’ve done in the past and smile at those beautiful memories. Before we move forward to a smashing good year in 2010, I’m going to do a flash back of what happened in 2009, a very short and quick one.

Ok, Claudia! Time to wake up! Go do your Christmas Shopping lah! Stop dreaming! Quick wish your readers merry christmas!!

Go have a blast!

After a week from blogathon, I’m still not fully adjusted with my inner clock. Two nights within this week of insomnia and the hectic working hours are adding more stress. I need to find time for myself. If only I could stop thinking and doing work after working hours. If only I could take few days leave to give myself the “ME” time. None of that happening anytime soon.

Till I have more ME time, this blog will probably be in hiatus. When I do return, it should hopefully be with a new skin for my blog too.

Have switched my host to Vodien after THC died on me at the most critical timing! But since its a lifetime hosting plan, I’ll have to find purposeful use for it soon. Anyone needs a testing ground?

Hope Vodien will not fail on me. If it can holds Lester’s site well so far, I’m sure mine wouldn’t be of any problem.

Till the day I return… find me on Twitter still.

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