Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I’ve had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn’t matter anymore

It’s not always rainbows and butterflies
It’s compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door’s always open
You can come anytime you want

I don’t mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her cumming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore

I’ll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything’s alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that’s what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore…

Today is the start of Ramadan – a month of fasting for the muslim community. Still fresh in my mind… it seems like just the day before when abang and myself started going out as friends a year ago… after work we’ll meet at the carpark behind and then go for dinner together.

Being with abang for almost a year now, and after going through so much together, I feel guilty seeing him going through the month while I carry on eating and drinking infront of him. Though he mentioned that it was ok and he’s used to it, I still feel kinda bad. But I can’t help it. I’ll die without liquid intake for an hour! Colleagues were teasing me asking when I’ll join them for fasting so that I can live a period earlier too. I laughed out loud. Well, I’m a chinese, and will always be. Soon people will just realised how tradition can be adjusted to suit individuals. I am who I am, and will not change. Rules are dead, we humen are not. And being the hip and creative generation, I believe things will work out fine in the future to come. Love you always dear! Muack!!

After searching and catching up with old time friends on friendster, I’ve been trying to search for past photos too. I remember seeing a whole basket of albums the last time I packed my stuff… but now… I can’t seem to be able to find them!! This is so frustrating! The things appear when you don’t need them, but when you need them, it just refused to appear! *arghhh!*

Anyway, I’ve few here which I guess would be able to bring back some fond memories for those who were once with us… if these photos bring back memories, msg me! We’re searching for you!! Search for us on friendster! You can search for “Claudia EeLing Lim” to add me. ^_-

I can’t wait!! Day in day out I’m thinking of it! My mind is so occupied by the trip that I simply can’t concentrate on any task for long! HK! We’ll be there! ^_^

After more than a month of hard work, burning weekends and holidays, finally the room is ermm… 85% completed. Feedback so far has been pretty encouraging. Can’t wait for the room to be completed.

I hope all our hardwork will be recognised and accepted.

I thought I would never get to see it again… was searching for DVDs for it… and now… finally!!! THE OC is coming back on 5!!!

I’ll be glued to my TV every thursday @ 11pm. Hope it’ll keep on going…